I’m Sorry

We’ll talk to the ceiling, you’ll think thats how I’m feeling
blank, emotionless
So much needs to have its revealing
so we lay it out, motionless

Feeling hopeless, i turn off the light
so you can’t see my pain
you can’t see me cry
and thats how i like it

Chorus:

Sorry I couldn’t say what you needed me to say inside this space

Im in the opposite place, where I hope you’re gone when I wake
so I can roam freely without another needing me
I hole up in my head, never alone
don’t need your arms around, to feel at home
you didn’t deserve it
for you, it was all I could give

Chorus:
Im sorry I couldn’t say what you needed me to say inside this space, sorry I couldn’t say, sorry

You don’t have to ask me all the time
take my advice, you wanna please
I resent that
You’ll come to resent me
You call me heartless, when I can’t conform
to the shape of being held
of holding hands, of showing love
of wanting it, of wanting it, of wanting it

Chorus:
I’m sorry I couldn’t say what you needed me to say inside this space
sorry I couldn’t be who you wanted me to be inside this space, inside this space, inside this space